I am thankful

It is that time of the year were each and every one of us start to think of what it is that we are thankful for.

I am thankul!

I am thankful for the air I breath. It allows me to live and I just love living seeing how life is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Take a look around you, did the sun come up today? Is there at least one person that you would do any thing for? Did you fill your hunger today? Tonight will you lay your head on a pillow and sleep? Then you have some thing to be thankful for!
I am thankful for Love. I have never been without love. I use to set waisting my life away wishing for love when all along I had enough love to embrace the whole world. I just never knew that it was inside of me. Love flows freely from me and into me. And even the deep love that I dreamt of is out there waiting for me. I don't mean to brag or seem vain but many men are out there wishing to love me. I am ready to take a leap and let my self free fall into one of those man's love. For so long I would not date for months after leaving some one else. I am 22 years old. Yes I have tons of life ahead of me but the only time is now. I am not going to wait months to allow myself to love again, not when I have the chance to be loved.
I am thankful for family. No matter how crazy and disfunctional my family can seem at times I still love them and don't know what I would do with out them!! They each have such a unique beauty to them. And over the years they have each had a different influence on who I am. Like it or not they have to deal with my craziness and I am thankful for that. haha. I love them.
I am thankful for Friends they keep me going and don't let me fall too hard. I have the best friends in the world they all have taken a stand for me in my life, I am so thankful to have them. They stick to me even when I get myself neck deep into some mess. They suport me even when they know I am going down the wrong path. Thank heavens for them, for wirth out them I am sure I would feel completly alone.
I am thankful for Laughter. The light tinckles of bells of the braying of a donkey I love laughter. Even My Squeeky giggles.
I am thankful for the outdoors. The beautiful heaven that incircles me as I am out in the open. That is one thing the City can not offer me. Just the other Day Alveda and I sat on "our Rock" we carved are names in the year we graduated from highschool. The hours we have spent there laughing, singing and hearing our voices bounce off the cliff sides. all around us is the beauty of the earth and we aare free to talk and do as we please.

I am Thankful for freedom. No I am not one of those extream "proud to be an american" people not with the country slowly falling apart around us, ( I do love Amirica) but I am thankful that I am free and also for a deeper freedom the freedom of my soul that no one can take away from me, not another human not a war or anything. It is the freedom you feel when you stand on the egde of a mountian and just breathe.

I am thankful for Silent moments where even if the world is screaming all you can hear is your heart's beat leading you on in life. I have learned to listen to my heart and so far I can't say it has lead me wrong. Yes I have been hurt but each time I have learned more and more. Yes I wish things could have worked out between me and Matt but then at the same time if they would have I would have missed out on what I have learned and what I am going to expearance and just alot of life that is to come now.