Heart...

Can't you stop your heart from breaking?before it was a sudden break, like dropping a plate or bowl this time it's like some one is chipping it away!! Please just drop it and let me start healing! I can't heal with some one chipping away, because once I heal abit another chunk gets chipped away leaving me straining to heal that bit.... I want to run.. But I won't let myself.. I told my self not this time not again stay til the end, and I am too stubborn to give in and run even tho it hurts so so bad!! Stupid girl for falling in love again.

Every day is a new beginning

Inspiration, that is what I deserve to be. I want to touch the world. I have a light that shines so brightly in me and I want others to feel that light.
Every day is a new beginning.
In this thought.
Hello I am Bellah. My name is Rebekah, but every one calls me Bellah. I AM a beautiful, radiant, powerful woman of light! I live with my boyfriend Mario and I am good with that. I know that I was taught differently, I have no regrets in this though. I work with handicap adults and love the light they show. I talk more than a quiet person. I enjoy eating the food that my boyfriend prepares me, so I have beautiful curves!! haha I am a happy go lucky girl living a happy life.

I...

I want my love to want to learn every lil thing about me. Like;
I roll my clothes not fold.
I love to play the piano but I have no clue how to play a piano.
I never wear matching socks.
I love sundresses and ribbons in my hair.
I dance around the house when no one is home.
I hum in my sleep.
I love to cook but hardly ever cook for my self.
I inspire.
I love every one til it hurts.
I love quiet moments of peace.
I am naturally blonde.
I love sunshine and rain.
I dream all the time.
I love snuggling and kisses.
I enjoying dressing up and going out.

Love until it hurts.

Love until it hurts.- mother Teresa
Well I live and in the end it hurts. I don't want to say goodbye ever. I guess love does not mean you get to spend forever with the one you love, you do get to love them forever.
I never really thought I would grow to love some one so deeply. I did tho. I could stay like this forever but time is running out. He asked me to promise him that I would stay in this home... I promised. It's going to hurt tho. More than ever. It makes since tho I mean I live here, it's close to my job I have friends around here. I love him tho.