Monday, January 30, 2012

Valentines that would steal my heart ( Shhh Don't tell)

Home made Valentines show that there was thought put into it other than just going out and buying chocolate or roses. 
Of course I love roses! SO MUCH.
A note in a bottle I don't know why but I would adore a hand written letter in a bottle more than any thing in the world!
This guy is so cute one look and my heart is gone! I don't know if it is gone to who ever is giving me this or the lil guy him self lol Just playing.


I Guess any thing HeartFelt would Capture my heart. I love all that has been given to me.
Some once ( not for valentines but just because he new I was down) brought some Orange Juice and Tree blossoms to cheer me up and tho it seemed like very little it was one of the best things I have ever been given because it showed that he knew me, He knew that I would walk slower as we passed the trees in blossom and that when I was having a bad day I could down a gallon of Orange Juice in one setting.
Things like showing that they know little odd tidbits about me really touch my heart. Like even the silly things like getting me a Pez of Belle for Christmas or playing my favorite song on the Piano for me when we are suppose to be in the gym dancing with the rest. I Guess Really I am a hopeless Romantic all the way through. Haha.

A Rewritten English Essay

Mom says I blog so much because I miss having an English class that I was forces to write some thing once a week for. I am really an avid writer. In fact it used to be as soon as a teacher gave us a writing assignment I had like a page worth of info and things I wanted my paper to say before he/she got done explaining. I am a dork I know.. but you still love me.
This Essay I have decided to rewrite is one I did for my English 1010 class ( kinda old) On hope. It is short but I hope you enjoy it.


Hope
Sitting on a lonely bench, watching the other dancers seem to float by, I hope that my prince charming will walk through those gym doors and dance the night away with me. I sit just hoping. I have spent many dances in such a fashion. Eyes darting from one guy to another hoping that just one of them will ask me to dance.Hoping that a later comer will show and see that I am not dancing off into a daze in some ones arms. I will not miss a dance just for that reason, the hope that I will find some one to be my prince.Hope, I believe is one of the deepest strongest emotions a human can feel. 
What is hope? Hope is to want or desire, to believe the impossible may just happen and much more. A roman teacher once taught " While there's life there is hope." An Encyclopedia would define hope "as a belief in the positive out come related in ones daily life. " Hope is our dreams we wish to become reality; such as becoming a singer, writer or getting the car you always wanted. Hope is what brings our dreams one step closer to becoming reality.
We hope at all times with out even thinking about it. " I hope I pass my math exam.","I hope he notices me.", " I hope the car does not run out of gas.", " I hope..." I believe that we use the word hope at least once a day and perhaps many more times in our thoughts. It is human nature to hope. We really can not stop hoping. Hope is the core of the human heart; it is what drives us on. We always hope that out there some where may be some thing better than what we have. The richest man in the world hopes for something. 
Hope takes never ceasing to be amazed, wearing your heart on your sleeve, just holding your breath, waiting to hear the sweet words of love you long for.Hope is knowing that tomorrow could be better than today, that you might get your chance to make a difference. You only live as great as you hope to live. If you never dream to be better than what you are now you will never strive to be better and that is where hope comes in. 
Hope brings peace. A prince may hope to live a plain and simple life of a commoner, while a milk maid sits and daydreams of life in the castle. Both of their hopes most likely will never happen, but hope keeps them going. Perhaps the milkmaid does not mind delivering milk to the castle for the chance that a prince may fall in love with her. Hope burns in all of our hearts helping us step out of the dark pits of our lives and move on.
Hope can hurt. Back on the lonely bench at the dance, no prince comes to sweep me off my feet, instead I sit alone, hope burning in my heart. At the end of the dance my hopes are crushed when the last song has ended and I start my way back home.I feel hopeless and stupid by how I just wasted a whole night sitting on a bench, hoping so deeply for a prince. Like the milkmaid I know that my hopes may be unrealistic, but as I think of giving up completely a shimmer of hope whispers to my heart " Maybe next time." I can again stand upright and wait for the next time, for hope lives in every moment of every day and hope will go on. 

I want a tree house lol

  

Sunday, January 29, 2012

ASAP

Please Pray

Please keep My family and I in your prayers that we may find work for my father and a place to call home. We are Packing our bags and all heading for Salt Lake City to see if there is the things we need to start a new life, hopefully with a sturdy job for my dad, Jobs for Alveda and I so that we may move out some day on our own, and a better home. If we do not find what we need in Salt Lake we will then move on to Las Vegas. My personal hope is that we find it in Salt Lake for other than having Dear friends that abide in Vegas I am not very fond of the Idea of living there. And then if there is nothing in Vegas perhaps we will move on to a new location. It may be along tiresome trip. Keep up in your thoughts and prayers.
                               ~Thank you

This is the song I am working on.

My Vocal teacher chose one in English since she does not know how long she can work with me before move else where. Of Course I do not sound at all like her!!! 

My Fave!! Roses (and their meanings! )

 Red;
Red roses are the traditional symbol for love and romance, and a time-honored way to say "I love you." The red rose has long symbolized beauty and perfection. Red roses are the most popular valentine roses.






Dark Red,
Dark red roses represent unconscious beauty. They are a bold expression of love, and yet they are captivating and enigmatic. Dark red roses have the aura of mystery though they leave virtually nothing unsaid.






Pink;
As a symbol of grace and elegance, the pink rose is often given as an expression of admiration. Pink roses can also convey appreciation as well as joyfulness.They're often seen in bridal arrangements, thank you or congratulations bouquets. They indicate pride, and a heart-felt appreciation. They say "Thank you""I'm very happy with our relationship." or"sympathy". Thus often being used. Though it does make me wonder if some one is handing you a pink rose on your wedding day is it saying " Thank you for inviting me to your wedding" Or " My Sympathy on your wedding"


Yellow;
The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. Yellow says "I care" and "I'm happy with our friendship."






White;
White roses represent innocence and purity and are traditionally associated with marriages and new beginnings. The white rose is also a symbol of honor reverence, and sincerity,and white rose arrangements are often used as an expression of remembrance. Sometimes called "the flower of light", one of the meanings of white roses is everlasting love - love stronger than death, an eternal love, undying and all sustaining. "I miss you" and "You're heavenly."





Orange;
With their blazing energy, orange roses are the embodiment of desire and enthusiasm. Orange roses often symbolize passion and excitement. Orange roses celebrate new beginnings. Pride, and best wishes are also some other meanings of the orange rose."I am so proud of you", the orange rose says. Also "I desire you" or "I desire to get to know you better". So I guess it just matters really on who is giving you it.






Lavender;
The unique beauty of the lavender rose has captured many hearts and imaginations. With their fantastical appearance, lavender roses are a perfect symbol of enchantment. The lavender rose is also traditionally used to express feelings of love at first sight. Saying.."I have fallen in love with you and am enchanted by you."




Blue;
Blue roses do not occur in nature, at least not the absolute blue roses. Blue roses lack the pigment that produces blue color.The blue rose means mystery,it symbolizes the impossible, or the unattainable. "You are extraordinarily wonderful", the blue rose exclaims.







Green;
The green (turquoise) rose, again not abundant in nature.The meaning of the green (turquoise) rose is fertility and also symbolizes richness, abundance and bounty.







Peach,
The pale peach rose is modesty.Pale peach roses celebrate the closing of a deal.



Black;
Death and mourning, grief, loss and mortality. A single black rose might be sent by a close friend and/or loved one leaving for a war or on a journey from which he did not expect to return. But, a more positive meaning does exist for the black rose. It is true that black is the color of death. But death does not always cause mourning. It can also be the beginning of new things, a journey into unexplored territory.





Mixture of White and Red Roses;"May we always be together as one."







Two Roses Entwined,
An engagement or marriage is imminent. So I guess that means if you and your Boyfriend are on a date and he hands you Two roses twisted together you can start thinking how you are going to answer.










 11 roses of one color and then 1 of a contrasting color; Say that the person that is resieving them is unidue and that is one reason they are loved. " You Stand out amongst the rest and I am honored to have you in my life"









Other Numbers;
A perfect dozen shouts "Be mine!"

Two dozen roses shouts "I'm yours!"

Three dozen says "I'm head over heels in love!"

Forty roses says, "my love for you is genuine."


To express a love that knows no bounds, send a bouquet that's equally as limitless - filled with fifty (or more) beautiful luxurious roses.