For Jill

Dear Jill, do you know how beautiful you are? No I am not flirting I promise haha I have my man and am happy there. But for some reason I thought these would be useful to you... They are old post I have written in the past and so true to this day!!! More Beauty Tips from Bellah
If your reading this, your beautiful and everything is going to be okay.
Girls Grow on Trees! Oh wait that is Twigs and sicks. Sorry more and more girls are trying to look like sticks that I got slightly missed up.
If a man want to love a stick send him to the woods there are lots there for him to pick out. How can a guy like hugging a woman whose bones are likely to stab him.While looking up some stuff on the Internet I also ran across an article that states that some men also find a small potbelly more natural looking and thus making her more attractive. I don't believe every I read but I can also see where this article is coming from. It states "Men like women to feel soft and curvy, so a little potbelly can be a turn-on and give a woman that natural look. "If she's not 'perfect', then he doesn't feel he has to be either."
Did you know that many men find no make up more attractive than when you wear tons of make up. Yes a little eyeliner here or lip gloss there is nice. But some men find it kinda a turn off when they kiss you and end up with half a pound of bright lipstick smeared all over them.
Girls you strive to have a thin thin face and big full lips lips end up looking like a Duck.
“Happiness is the most attractive accessory a young woman can have.
The world prizes body-baring “beauty.” Hollywood markets it, advertisers exploit it, and the media promote it. The Lord, however, “seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart” (1 Samuel 16:7). The kind of a man a virtuous woman wants to marry also “seeth not” as the natural man seeth. He will be drawn to the true beauty she radiates from a pure and cheerful heart. The same is true for a young woman looking for a virtuous young man." ~Unknown
I often feel like a red Tulip, "normal" looking, lost in a Meadow of more stunning beautiful bright yellow. But If all the rest of the world is yellow all the same would not you be the one most noticed? Not for your so thought " Plainness" But for the beauty in your difference. Why would any guy want to date some one who looks just like the last person he dated or the same as every other girl in the world. Every one is trying to be just like every one else! Fighting to have the in clothes and the in style of Make-up, hair styles and every thing. Well what if you stop fighting for that and beat them. The others are the plain ones, They make them selves plain by blending in with the others, While you have a beauty that shines out pass them. You are a wonderful vibrant Red Tulip in the sea of plain dull Yellow ones.

For Attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
 For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
 For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
 For beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day.
 For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.



So dear Jill, know that you are very beautiful and very lucky to have the guy you do. Let him show you his sweet romantic side for you, you deserve a prince, for you are as lovely ad a princess. So take care until we meet again.


~Bellah

It is 2013

And ya!!!

New years eve... Make overs and seeing Jenn's kids!!

Some pictures from my day..

Flowers...

Flowers!! I miss flowers especially roses. I love winter, snow and ice is elegant and all but I want to burry my nose in a flower and just take in a moment of that earthly, beautiful, aroma. I love all the seasons for different reasons, yet at times I miss flowers haha that is the only thing I really start missing is flowers. Perhaps I am a warmer weather person...

Oh my gosh!!!

This just made things so much easier on me for blogging!!! Eeeeee haha I found a app for my iPod for blogging!! You have no idea how exciting this is!!! It takes hours to work on one post when I am fighting with the Internet thingy on my iPod! Now no more tiny little typing that I can not see, no more pages shutting down on me and I can post new pics instead of just using old pre posted ones!!! Hehe now you may just get tired of all my posts!!!

My little corner of some of my favorite quotes:)

I am always at the beginning.

The aged Buddha, on being asked what life was like.

What you are looking for is who is looking.

St. Francis of Assisi

Normal is not something to aspire to; it's something to get away from.

Jodie Foster

The words “I am...” are potent words; be careful what you hitch them to. The thing you're claiming has a way of reaching back and claiming you.

A. K. Kitselman

"I AM a beautiful radiant powerful woman of light!"-Bellah

Do not be afraid.

Jesus

You've got to jump off cliffs all the time and build your wings on the way down.

Annie Dillard

My love life. So I know every one is most likely wondering what happened with me and Matt and why all of a sudden I am with a handsome black man named Mario. Well me and Matt did not work out. Long story short he was too caught up in his ex and video games and I felt used forgotten and knew that I deserved better so I left. I had planned on staying single for like a few months, and living in kanab was the perfect location for me seeing how well there is no guys who want to date me in kanab at least not ones bold enough to date me. So I went to kanab to live.. And stayed for two weeks. You see I realized something, a month into dating Matt I had fallen in love with some one else, the man I met 7 1/2 months before as I was singing karaoke. He had bumped into me called me princess and well made me mad fori thought he was saying it as if I was nothing more than a spoiled lol princess but one thing he got my attention. He silently admired me from afar learning about me. He knew more than my boyfriend at the time and never even really got told those things about me he knew I used to dance by how I would stand at times, knew my eye color and how they change he knew me. And well he was my prince hidden as a guy I thought would never see me when he saw me better than any one else.
I am the happiest I have ever been with any of those guys I thought I was going to spent my life with. I am not going to say that Mario is the one I will be with forever or any thing like that because you see I am tired of  playing that game, saying oh Jay is the one I will be with I will never lover another more than he, Ashten is my one true love I am meant for him, wait Shane is my love and I will give up every thing to be his, Matt is the one I will marry and no man shall ever have my heart again. No more for no one can say what is to come. Yes I love Mario, I would be happy if I am with him for the rest of my life but I am going to enjoy the here and now not ponder and worry bout the future.
Here I am treated like a princess. I have been told by him that everything I do is lovely and just being told that I do feel lovely. I mean no I do not need to be told that but hey it is nice, make me blush like crazy. I feel so appreciated in all that I do, he thanks me for heating up some thing in the microwave for dinner!! Haha I am used to making full course dinners and having the guy criticize my efforts. Some times I wonder if this is all too good to be true but then I remind my self just to enjoy it and not worry. There is no use worrying over stuff like that!

Now I can't say I have found my one and only prince, but I can say I found a prince and at this time he is mine. I am happy here. I have learned a lot. Yes there are some things that deserve some work, but what relationship does not deserve abit of work. There is no going backwards only forward, up and away.