HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

Happy halloween!! Will post Pictures of tonight!!

Our Pumkins!

Mine

Elisabeths

Dads 

Alvedas

Elisabeths other one

Moms 

Beauty and life

New Halloween music Up.

Along with the ones I have been playing all month long there is about 20 new songs to the list.
Tonight I went to a YSA Halloween party. Was sad to see that not many people showed up after all that work was put in by Sister Kelly. More people should turn up for these types of things. I don't think people respect all the work and time and money that is put into activities that they don't take a simple hour of their time to stop in and show their gratitude for such hard working leaders. I don't care if you do not feel up to it! Put a smile on you face for 30 min and go to the activity!!! It wont hurt you. And if you plan on going really late, just tell the leader so that she or he may tell others " Hey more will be coming at a later time so stick around for a bit" I think you should take church activities just like as if you were invited on a date. Well in a way at least. Perhaps more like if you and your friends have a date planned out. When you are not able to go tell the person in charge and make a great effort to go no matter what. Its like your family the ward and state leaders are your brothers and sisters  and you  try to be their for your family why not be their for them. Yes I often find my self going to parties and meeting some times just to support that who is in charge. What is the harm in that? some times things turn out lots of fun but even if not at least you have made some one smile for they had a better turn out than if you did not come.

Let the rain Fall down

Those that only think of rain as some thing sad and dull have never danced in the rain. 

I think rain is most magical. I really dont know how to explain it fully, But does no one else look up at those beautiful drops of cool water from the heavens and not get swept completely away by them. I do.Each time it rains out side I must hold my self back from the instant desire to run out and dance in the rain. I can sit happily in the rain for hours thinking of life and what it is to bring. Not only does the rain clear the air but it also seems to clear my mind. The smell takes me away to another place and the sound is like heavens choir. I hope that Some day I can hold a candle to one of Gods greatest instruments.A voice may be beautiful enough that some will call it an angels voice. But no voice could ever be as sweet and calming as that of falling rain. And that is my wish, That some day God may bless me to have a voice sweet and beautiful as his rain. 

Not only I see rain as magical, look at how many girls around the world wish to be kissed in the pouring rain! Rain is not only for tears. Though I must say it can help with tears I was found t one time sitting under a tree tears mingling with the pouring rain, but it was not like the rain brought it upon. It was as if the rain had came to calm me and help me face the real world once again. 

So next time the rain starts to fall, do not pause, throw off those shoes forget your cares and run to join the falling drops of heaven and dance to their tune. 

 

Trick-or-treating is Customary in many Countries. The Question said is " Trick or Treat?". The "trick " is a Idle threat to perform mischief on the home that no treat is given. I say it is Idle because if not I am sure it would be a must to have candy in every home in fear of what may happen if they do not have candy.

The tradition of dressing up and going door to door asking for treats on holidays have date clear back to the middle ages ( such as Christmas Wassailing). Trick or treating resembles the medieval practice of Souling, When poor folk would go door to door on " Hallowmas" ( November 1st) to receive food in return for prayers for the dead on "All souls Day"  (November 2nd).
Did you know in some parts of Canada children say " Halloween Apples" instead of " trick-or-treat".  Though Apple giving is not allowed to in Canada; In 1960 something there were stories of razors hidden in side Halloween apples.

What is the first thing that comes to your mind when you think Halloween?
I think Dressing up!
What do you think of when you think of Trick-or-treating ?
I think of those Orange pumpkin baskets

Rant

I hate the movie Cenderella 3 where the Evil step mother takes the wand and changes every thing on Cenderella and then she ends up going back to being the same as she always was but perhaps right now that is the best I Can describe how I feel. I do not have an evil step mother I have a very loving one but  I met my prince and thought I found my happily ever after and then. Bippity Boppity Boo... he was gone.
I have been trying my best to make the best of what I have, to look forward to the future, But the thing is what if I see no future? What if I can only see me forever sinking. Forever wondering when it will be my turn?
I see all these girls Happily married and holding dear little babies in their arms, and ache for that same thing. I hear young girls complain about how their husbands drive them crazy and I just shake my head wishing I had that guy that Bug me... At least then I could say I was not so alone. I hate the fact that I am baby hungry! ( there mom I said it Every one knows now) I wish that I could be perfectly happy with all that I have... A bed to sleep in and food to eat. That at one time was enough for me. Why can it not be again? Is there not a way to teach your heart to stop longing for things. Striving for a mission was much easier than this awful feeling of longing for some thing that is gone! I feel as if My chance came and left and now I am left to be as I am forever. I wonder at times, am I a child stuck in an adults body or am I an adult being stuffed back into the life of the past. I am not sure but I need prayers to keep me from bursting.for I have came close a time or two.
Sorry for the rants. I just felt like I needed to get it out, and as of late its easier to just type it out.